Just feeling a bit bummed

It is insane just how easily a mood can change from one day to the next, or even one hour to the next. Today started off great, but part way through the day I just started to feel bummed out. I know it my last post I mentioned that a job doesn't define who you are, but I really do hate that it is Augut and I have nothing lined up and official. It is just hard, I know that I am a great teacher, but the current state of education is not the best right  now; so I know the chances of any job are slim to none-but it is a harsh reality to face. I really am a believer that all happens for a reason and that everything always works out....it is just hard waiting and having to constantly remind myself that all of the above are in fact true. It is also difficult to be happy for the success of others, especially when I wok jut as hard, if not harder than they do. I am by no means saying I more deserving of any given position, but it always seems that someone is picked over me. I am sure there a reason for this, but it has not yet become clear to me.

In closing...here's to another day of pushing forward and trying my hardest not to let the negatives get the best of me; but, to also realizing that a good cry is sometimes is the best remedy (and the remedy is even better when followed by a good glass of wine). So, cheers to a good cry, a glass of wine, and moving forward to another day.

Rainbow on my way to work a few months back-beautiful symbol that in every storm there comes beauty