It's been awhile....

So, I have done an awful job of posting over the past month. I feel like I have had a million things to do, yet nothing at the same time. I have been letting job searching take over my free time, and although it is good that I have been applying I need to get back to doing the things I enjoy. For example, I have only worked out a handful of times, which is not like me and I have yet to read a single book all summer...again something very abnormal for me. I have been feeling scattered and still without a schedule. I did work 20 hours last week, which is the most I have worked all summer, which was good; it made me feel like I had a purpose. I am a bit unhappy on the lack of job opportunities right now, but au continue to remind myself, it is not me, but the current state of the teaching profession. On a good note one of my best friends got married last week, and the wedding was nothing short of amazing. Not only was he wedding beautiful, but I realized just how wonderful my group of friends is. We all haven't done the best job hanging out lately, but when we do we have the absolute best time. It is nice to know that I have people in my life who do not judge me, and love me for who I am. I am going to try and spend less time alone job searching and more time meeting friends for lunch, hanging out, and just laughing. The month of July brings my one year wedding anniversary ( which I cannot believe is here already!), and includes two trips: one to Aruba with the hubby for our anniversary, and another to the Boston area to visit my friend and former co-worker, and I will also get to the chance to meet her fiancé, which is very exciting. I have decided, because of all the traveling, that I will allow myself to stay scattered during the month of July, but come August 1st I will have to refocus myself and really start making decisions on what path to take, as fall will be here before we know it. I will also try to write more, not only on this blog but hopefully on bigger and more personal projects as well.